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Ok... So I've been lax...

Yah, I know, I haven't been posting regularly. At least not real posts about me or my life or what's going on. Be patient.


I got a job. I'm working part-time for a marketing company named Mosaic Sales Solutions. I'll be doing product promotion as a field specialist and liason between Best Buy and Rhapsody (a division of Listen.com). Nice long meaningless title. It basically means that I'll be working in a Best Buy store again, this time not working for Best Buy though. I get to walk around and promote the sale and subscription of Rhapsody, an online music download/burn/listening service. IE: I walk around and talk to people. And get paid more for talking to people than I was getting paid doing tech work for Best Buy... Go figure....

I'm still single. Nothing new on that topic.

I'm still going to the clubs here on a regular basis. Still lots of fun, still lots of people I don't know. :) It's absouletly wonderful. I managed to go an entire night last night at deathguild without getting flirted with. :) Yay! I was beginner to wonder if there was a contest going to see who could 'get to know the new guy first.' Thankfully, there's not. At least not that I know of. I don't exactly go to club to meet people. I go there to enjoy the music, dance like a white boy, and avoid thinking about the parts of my life that depress me.

Speaking of depressing parts of my life, I mentioned a while back that my cat died. I GOT AN E-MAIL YESTERDAY FROM SOMEONE SAYING THAT HE'S ALIVE. I'd simply like to know what the fuck happened that A) People thought he was dead. and B) I didn't get an e-mail, or phone call, or SOME-FUCKING-THING from -ANY- of the people that I previously considered my BEST FRIENDS. Fuck the lot of you. No, I mean that. Fuck the lot of you. If you didn't know anything about this, then that's not aimed at you. If you aren't part of the old crowd that I hung out with in Albuquerque, then it's not aimed at you. Those of you that I previously lived with that should have been the ones to tell me, you are who it's aimed at. Fuck the lot of you for not giving enough of a shit about me to bother even telling me that I had a fucking reason to go back to Albuquerque. This is aimed specifically at the group of people that I lived with most recently before my sudden departure to San Francisco, especially the one of you that said "I'm going to try and be his friend no matter how hard he makes it." Or something to that effect at least, was said to my FUCKING MOTHER, who then relayed the message to me. Fuck you specifically, you really are trying, aren't you. You, and your english heritage can bloody rot. I have to wonder why I got the message through lostsoulslament, a mutual relation. She and I have never exactly gotten along, and I can't help but wonder why exactly [name censored] asked her to send me an e-mail about my cat being alive and well when I know a couple of things as fact:
A) My ex, who lives there, has my e-mail address.
B) [name censored] who's going to be a father soon, [name censored] who owns the house, and my ex have my phone number out here.
C) I THOUGHT THEY GAVE MORE OF A SHIT ABOUT ME AS A HUMAN FUCKING BEING THAN TO DICK ME AROUND LIKE A SATURDAY NIGHT WHORE IN THEIR DOG'S BED!
Don't get me wrong, I appreciate being told, I just resent the method that I was told. I resent the fact that none of the people who were directly involved had enough respect for me to let me know. Instead, I get an e-mail from a mutual relation. Fuck you all. (no, not you lostsoulslament.)

On to bigger and better things. There was a giveaway at the club last night. I got a t-shirt, a CD, and a poster. The CD was VNV Nations - Empires (as you can tell by what I'm listening to). The T-shirt was for a little band called 5000 Fingers. They are absouletly wonderful and goth and good and goth and.... did I mention goth? You can check them out at their website. There's a link there to download one of their songs also. I'd suggest it. I don't remember what the poster was for, but it was for the band that had their cd-release party last night. (No, it wasn't either of the 2 listed above)

So today we get to define me as:
Employed
pissed
clothed
fed
pissed
watered
clean
pissed
hippy
single
pissed
and did I mention that I'm slightly irritated at certain people?

And that's me for today.
Cheers,
Xander

Comments

( 26 comments — Leave a comment )
bloodhalo
Jul. 22nd, 2003 06:31 pm (UTC)
Arent we all? So your cat is alive.. well congrats on that. When are you coming back? ;)
digitalgoth
Jul. 22nd, 2003 07:22 pm (UTC)
re: bloodhalo.
When are you coming back? ;)

I'm not. Why the fuck should I when the most conversation I ever get from people there is from people that I didn't even talk to when I was there? Why would I want to fucking submit to that kind of shit?

No. Thank you, but no. I don't intend on coming back with the minor exception of getting some stuff and then promptly leaving again.
bloodhalo
Jul. 22nd, 2003 07:34 pm (UTC)
Re: x_rumour_x
Alright. I know how it is here. Sorry to hear that.
digitalgoth
Jul. 22nd, 2003 07:37 pm (UTC)
Re: bloodhalo
I don't mean to sound pissed at you hon. I'm not. I'm just very very very irratated by this.

-X
bloodhalo
Jul. 22nd, 2003 07:48 pm (UTC)
Re: bloodhalo
I know. I just remember a certain someone saying we should go get coffee when theyre in town. Makes me sad youre not coming back. But I know how this town is, how every one is after a time I can imagine and how much I wish I could start over somewhere. Im pretty sick of it right now, myself.
digitalgoth
Jul. 22nd, 2003 07:50 pm (UTC)
Re: bloodhalo
I wish I could drag you out to coffee right now. It would certainly make my day better, hopefully yours too. I'll track you down when I'm in town next, don't worry.

-X
tymeschizm
Jul. 22nd, 2003 09:34 pm (UTC)
Re: bloodhalo
if you don't stop and say hi to me too, while your in town (not to mention emily), i think we'll both have to do some damage to ya.
digitalgoth
Jul. 22nd, 2003 09:39 pm (UTC)
Re: bloodhalo
You'd have to catch me first... and that might require coming out to San Francisco and tracking me down. :)
Duh. Of course I'll swing by.

-X
elvendude
Jul. 26th, 2003 12:48 am (UTC)
Re: bloodhalo
I second that motion. All in favor...
digitalgoth
Jul. 22nd, 2003 10:41 pm (UTC)
Re: bloodhalo
You need to send me an instant message or something. Writing 30 different comments on LJ is silly when things like AIM and ICQ exist... both of which are on my profile page on here.

-X
avatarofblood
Jul. 22nd, 2003 09:13 pm (UTC)
I fonaly got work. I work the job of a trained monkey. I sit in a chair and push buttons, give change, and fling poo. It pays 5 an hour and I sometimes get away with sleeping on the job. WOO!
draco_insygnus
Jul. 22nd, 2003 10:22 pm (UTC)
I think most of us are there. I don't want to be here anymore. I'm tired of the people and the women.
digitalgoth
Jul. 22nd, 2003 10:35 pm (UTC)
Wait... There's women in Albuquerque?! WTF? What happened to all the little girls with the high school mentality?!

-X
tymeschizm
Jul. 22nd, 2003 11:18 pm (UTC)
AGREE
draco_insygnus
Jul. 22nd, 2003 11:28 pm (UTC)
I said women cause I know Jen would get mad at me if I just said what I should have said first. I agree with you cause it's what I wanted to put. Two months and I still get shit.
phyxius
Jul. 23rd, 2003 02:30 am (UTC)
Wow, I'm sorry...That's horrible.

But at least he's alive. And congrats on the job.

When you come back, make a stop down here. :-)
digitalgoth
Jul. 23rd, 2003 04:54 am (UTC)
When I come back, I can't make a stop down there. I have no car. At least, not one that fucking runs. I can't afford to rent a taxi and I'm still 2 years away from renting a car. If you would like to meet me in Albuquerque and taxi my ass around for a day though, I'd love to see you.
phyxius
Jul. 23rd, 2003 09:36 am (UTC)
Haha...I'd love to. Just let me know when.
digitalgoth
Jul. 23rd, 2003 04:58 pm (UTC)
K. :) I'll keep you informed.
emberflowers
Jul. 23rd, 2003 04:26 am (UTC)
Greetings! I'm not 100% absolutely sure if I have met you or not, but salutations anyway. *grin* And you have a dragon icon. I greatly approve of this!
digitalgoth
Jul. 23rd, 2003 05:16 am (UTC)
My Dragon Code (version 2.6): DC2.Mfx~ Gm/m>m L W- T Pll Sku,hu,nu,bu,lu,tu B- A+ Fr+++! Nj M~|7*2_1 O/ H---! $++ F+++!c R Ac+++! J+ S---! U-- I--# V-- Q++ Tc++ E Df---!
elvendude
Jul. 26th, 2003 12:49 am (UTC)
Ah, the values by which we live...
larknorthstar
Jul. 23rd, 2003 06:18 am (UTC)
I'm sorry hon, i hope tomorrow is better for everyone, and i love you. I'm doing badly at expressing myself atm, so that is really all i can say :(
digitalgoth
Jul. 23rd, 2003 07:07 am (UTC)
That was the best thing anyone said all day.

-x
elvendude
Jul. 26th, 2003 12:50 am (UTC)
...right. So, we have an angry Jay, and several confused people as to why we have an angry Jay...
digitalgoth
Jul. 26th, 2003 01:00 am (UTC)
I'm sorry you're confused. I think I did a pretty good job explaining the aggravations I was undergoing.

-X
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